T.T
Written on 12/12/2009 12:19:00 AM by Kit Leong
hot and cold at the same time...makes u feel weird...u feel both sensation at the same time..every year its the same old thing...but the good and the bad at the same time...usually the good outweights the bad....YES!!GOOD GUYS ALWAYS WIN!..but being the weakling mortal i am unfortunately...i tend to always look at wats not good rather den appreciating whats good..so yea..tats one of my fucking problems lul....but seriously..it is very ironic how each year it really IS the same old old godamn scenario over and over again...Jesus zzzz =___= i need to break out of this cycle..no actualy this cycle is good already...i'm just a greedy perfectionist bastard that i want it to be perfect....and once again its ironic how i know exactly whats missing but yet o.o....cough....wtf am i even babbling about...i should be studying now and i'm rambling nonsense over here....its like putting a piece of carrot in front of the donkey...each time the donkey moves forward thinking its gonna get it..it doenst...it moves where it wants to be...where the carrot USED to be..but the carrot moved on...its like a never ending chase.....this whole thing is the correct sine wave...just always being in the wrong phase in its propogation..yea tats exactly what this is..amazing how i can come up with this spontaneous shit as i make it up as i go..but URGHHHH so frusfrating...i bet the cycle repeats next year with the new thing replacing the old only to end up having the same result....like perpecutaly changing a faulty part of your car...each time you fix it its the same godamn part that goes wrong and you have to keep replacing it...only to break down again sooner or late.r.but y am i complaining...i should be diabetic now with joy..which actualy i am...but like i said..like it or not i got a fucking problem and keep harping on whats not good rather than smiling at what IS good...no wait..i already did smile at whats good..alot...through out the day...so i guess once i'm done smiling...i look at the overall picture of things so I see the stuff i don't like as well..so yea...geez.....need to get the perfect cycle already godamnit ~~~~~~~~~
