Written on 3/12/2010 12:25:00 AM by Kit Leong
Hi agn bitch!i dun have my diary,so you sa bitch all I got yo mother fucker XD
See today is 11th march of 2010..lame 1 year anniversary of something so godamn lame I dont even have the balls to speak of it here,only for my diary,sorry blog =O.Anyway,man,its fun how dates play out,so ironic.TEE HEE HEE.But ya really,if you want something,than do something don't fucking sit and mop around and fold your fucking arms.See things didn't turn out bad at all now did it?Just don't be a puss,take a deep breathe and PLUNGE*!!and feels good doenst it?but something else worries me more.Do I just like the fact of something new,mysterious and unfamiliar that it seems so intoxicating?what happens if I do become familiar with it?will it end up like the trinity sisters?Ok that thought,scares the fuck out of me =.=.I dont know,I really don't.I still don't know myself well enough to say for sure.But I will say one thing before I go and sleep...
Yay Im happy again tonight to go to sleep.See,just go bitch!dont be afraid,grow some balls after them scrotum.Ok that things for sure and I know at least things are picking up abit now.Its not that bad now issit?XD
Written on 3/08/2010 03:34:00 AM by Kit Leong
Hello!Well sad to say ur 2nd choice cuz i didnt bring my diary with me to jie's hse ...so i'll just have to make do with u dearie....
Anyway,well,today isnt exactly about ranting.Its weird,I'm writing this as I study and its late again.I always sleep late damn =.=.But its funny that I'm studying,and yet I'm thinking.Well no its not those 'thinking to much situations'.I really,see things,a little bit clearer,day by day,about myself.Ironic that I see myself better like this rather than looking at myself in a mirror everyday.No I don't mean that kinda mirror.More like I need a,spiritual mirror?To tell me,what to do next,whats your issues,what to do about yourself.But yes,slowly,I see things better and better.Ok fine its slow,real slow,but I know its gonna take me somewhere.But where?when?how?I look around and things seem well...things around me move faster than my 'self realizing'.Will I be to old until I learn enough to know what to do?That bothers me,but I'm still young,relatively,well,I'm in my early 20s and time ain't stopping for you forever boy =.=.So when are you gonna learn enough to make a move?Man I can hear that Switchfoot song in my head now although I'm listening to Die mutha fucker Die in actual fact.But yea this things really make you feel about your inadequacies.But at the same time I'm excited.Excited about the future,what it holds for me,at the rate I'm going,I'm bound to reach somewhere sometime in my life.I cant wait for it.Ohhh the anticipation.Some people say the anticipation of things is better than the thing itself.I hope not,I hope the thing itself will be even better.Awesomeness=D.But yea,slowly,very slowly,I'm beginning to know and understand myself more and more.So ironic I'm having difficulty with myself,of all the people in the world.LOL!oh well,back to abit more notes and than sleep.CHEERS FOR THE FUTURE!=D
Written on 3/03/2010 12:51:00 AM by Kit Leong
HI agn dear dead blog!!=D=D
i'm just abt to sleep before an ass wipe class of 8am tommorrow and once again i really fucking hate programming,but just swallow it n shut up,I want to graduate.I just won't do this as my bread and butter,just you wait!
anyway thats not the point,its time for random emotional outburst again!!=D.No today wont be ranting,today is bright and sunny =D.And you know what?msn should really suck my cock one of these days?Real life is dao wei,no matter how lame it is what you say,no matter how stupid,the facial expressions,the body language,and most of all,those eyes says it all =D.Ok Im not good at reading body languages so I wont say much about it,its just,well,it feels,better?AHAHAHA..but anyway ya...random outburst today is yayy...happy again =D...feels good to be happy before you go to sleep =D.
NITE!!MUAHHH
p.s. I cant stop thinking about you,how I want to hold you and cuddle you again,my sweetie darling nephew JASON YONG CHERN YAO!!HAHAHHAHA kao fu thinks about you all the time sweetie pie <3<3<3<3