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GF Tonberry needs to cast lvl up skill on its own junctioned master :D

2011-12-13T01:10:00.002+08:00

I would say that asides my convocation,this was one of my most important nights to me that I can remember.

Whats most important that as of now,Im starting to really believe and have confidence in myself. Yea I still got a long shot with lotsa OCD/health wars running in my head which obviously has to be addressed as well,but here comes the other fear:

One day,I will totally own this war I've been against for so long,it started before I even realized it,and it might end before I even notice it. And than what? This better not be a case of Spira's citizen's losing their purpose in life after Sin is gone,so much for the Eternal Calm =__=

Maybe by than,I would have new challenges,challenges I had always been dreaming of,not the fucked up ones Im facing now,but maybe during that time it will all make sense that its just to toughen up them chicken breast to rock solid shit-ly baked cakes that u can build a house with XD.The big bad wolf will huff and a puff,and the house wont collapse XDXD

For God said that He hath a plan for you,not to forsake you but to prosper you. That will always be my all time favourite verse. Yes I nvr imagined myself growing up, I always thought I would die young, and that freaked me out.Im not scared of death itself, but Im afraid of not accomplishing all the things I wanted to do in life.

But today,I just realized Im a step closer to it accomplishing among those things I want all thanks to you.Maybe you're just another hill,or even a mountain I have to climb to get to the valley.Or maybe you are the mountain I need to reach the top and build my house up there. No the theme song isnt Truly Madly Deeply where I literally want to stand on a mountain with you,its just...

I cant help but think how utterly awesome I'm getting of late,so dont let lil OCD things get in the way of urself feeling pretty fucking smug abt urself XD

Oh the victory theme of the night is actually Crowd Chant by Joe Satriani :D

its been,more than 2 years?@.@

2011-12-12T00:29:00.002+08:00

HI DEAR DEAD BLOG!!ITS BEEN SHO SHO LONGGGG....

woo hoooo so great to be back,if I was son goku,i would be flying around doing aerobics cuz it just feels SOO GREAT TO BE BACK!!

why else does it feel so great?well its cuz i havent recorded my thoughts here or in my diary in a really long time,cuz there was nothing to record abt,but today,there is...

as mentioned above,has it really been 2 years plus already?my God,this is mind boggling,i thought the previous almost 1 year was long enough,nothing has lasted this long

it seems that even after 2 years,this story is not yet over,no,far from it,its just picking up slowly,very slowly,and this will certainly be a 1st of sorts for this category,why?

simply becuz,levelling up is awesome,even squall leonhart aint gonna take on no omega weapon at level 1,he's gonna get his lionheart 1st,lotsa holy wars,meltdown spells,and of cuz,stack up them aura stones!!

im not sure if im there yet,but i definitely picked up a thing or 2,lessons learnt,save thy game b4 trying to kill the beast,if u fail,level up summore,and try again,life is all abt intergrating those void stones and ring of healths!!

i dont think i'll kill omega weapon 2mr,im just gonna harass it and see how much damage i can dent it in,and after that?TRY AGAIN!! KILL IT!!!

this is MY story,no one else's,and to those who want to be in it,ur welcomed to be in it,for those who dont want to,well,piss of and see if I care :D

i think the only faggot in this world that would get it,his name is teh je sen :D

ya allah astaghfirullah D:

2011-02-17T22:13:00.001+08:00

things may or may NOT;
have just gotten very fucking much more interesting of late :D

...

2011-01-30T22:27:00.003+08:00

This issue definitely needs to be addressed in the near future....
Wouldnt wanna make others in line that wants it,waiting now,would I?lolol....

HEALING FACTOR FAST JORR!!!! XDXD

2010-12-25T01:59:00.003+08:00

Dear Lord;

You really never cease to keep me amused with all sorts of irony in my life,and what a coincedence that its Christmas Day too,that will make this date VERY easy to remember =D.Is this yet another Christmas surprise You have in store for me?Well of course I try my best,and leave to You,the rest.But its things like these I think the order is reversed,You create opportunities for me,and the rest is up to me.

Well,I have learnt how to cherish EVERY single opportunity like these and try my best to make the best out of it,but seriously,I didn't think You had something else ready for me to be on the go THAT soon,I usually need more time to cope with it,but hei,looks like Wolverine's healing factor just kicked in.

Bring it on!!I'm ready for it,I can juggle BOTH of it at the same time,I'm not that incompetant of a student 3 years ago that I couldnt even handle ONE of these things at a time.Time to go for goal with them,ahem,double whammies =D

But really,I'm smilling now,alot,deja vu's like these are simply the best,like this..

XDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXD

Writings on a wall.....

2010-12-17T00:25:00.002+08:00

writings above my bed,writings above my bed;
a year goes by,i still keep it,with all but one,nought but said;
a year goes by,i get older;
a year goes by,i thank god,for once i'm becoming bolder =D

All projects are definitely looking up in more aspects than one,divide and conquer is the way,division is done,now to move on to the next phase of conquering the integration of the division.

For God once divided the world,and it was called Peleg.

Now I will combine it all to yield my magnum opus,and if all goes well,I might even call it,my magnum opera instead :D

Those who dwell in the past dwell in a fate worst than death,for even the dead move on,to the afterlife that is.

Onward to the infinite possibilities that lie ahead :D

Rubicon Reloaded

2010-12-05T22:00:00.002+08:00

Dear dead blog,

It seems today is another day I realize yet again,something else.I seem to realize similarly themed things like this of late,and thats a good thing,it shows progress in all aspects as an adult =D

Looks like the Rubicon I thought I crossed,was a doppelganger,a decoy,in short,as admiral akbar would say,ITS A TRAP!!

having said that,its still to soon to ascertain trap or not,but it definitely opens up my already big by asian standards,well...eyes XD...or is it that there are always many different roads to the same destination?

Im very inclined to believe in the latter,but it definitely is all a bunch of different roads,some of which I have no regrets about =D

but you gotta always be on the move,anyone that stands still in the open is bound to get shot in the head like in CS or something...

and so i cross the rubicon...

2010-07-14T00:05:00.003+08:00

dear dead blog...i just came to a startling conclusion today..something i'm totaly not surprised about it myself at all..not one bit...and one day....i'll look back at this day,this exact point of time,a now possible turning point in my life....and see if this turns out what i think this road will lead,we'll see....

sleepy...so sleepyyyy

2010-06-16T22:18:00.002+08:00

u have no idea how happy u make me...at the same time how foul my mood gets because of u....yet at the same time its not i'm foul because i hate u...i hope it will nvr come to that one day...cuz i'm tired of hate and self hate..its not good for health lol....

EARGHHHH!!!!!!!!

2010-04-02T00:15:00.002+08:00

ok dear blog i really feel neutral now..in a weird sort of way......neutral means not feeling happy nor sad..but now i feel neutral as in i just got fucked but yet things didnt turn out so bad..so yea its like uber hot n uber cold until now equilibrium..no actualy not equilibirum..i still feel happy...at least i had some balls 2day to do it......i said 2 js..ok fuck thurs no excuse..operasi gerak khas must take place n things one thing lead to another..though it wasnt the anser i was expecting but i realy am just cool with it =)...hei at least i'm not getting ignored n we just..talk la..i'm happy..even if its just..talking =)..i guess tat makes me a very...simple guy?is tat a good thing dear blog?but u noe.....i have to be strong..i have to not only carry my own burden(which isnt much)i have to be strong too....for other ppl..cuz i noe i can be their strength at times like dis..i'm no mother theresa..but i'll always keep one thing in mind...i'm a christian....so i'll let ppl see that theres something different abt me.not cuz i play the violin..its cuz i can be there for dem when dey nid me n expect nothing in return..time to show some ppl good old fashion love from Jesus =D

nites blog...i am happy....really...even if it didnt exactly score 2nite..but....yea....at least i did it..learn something from the past 2 years ago...have some balls n dont just go with any lamo bimbo =D

SELF DECLARED HOLIDAY TODAY ALTHOUGH NEX WEEK GOT TEST BUT I JUST DONT GIV A FUCK XD

2010-03-12T00:25:00.003+08:00

Hi agn bitch!i dun have my diary,so you sa bitch all I got yo mother fucker XD

See today is 11th march of 2010..lame 1 year anniversary of something so godamn lame I dont even have the balls to speak of it here,only for my diary,sorry blog =O.Anyway,man,its fun how dates play out,so ironic.TEE HEE HEE.But ya really,if you want something,than do something don't fucking sit and mop around and fold your fucking arms.See things didn't turn out bad at all now did it?Just don't be a puss,take a deep breathe and PLUNGE*!!and feels good doenst it?but something else worries me more.Do I just like the fact of something new,mysterious and unfamiliar that it seems so intoxicating?what happens if I do become familiar with it?will it end up like the trinity sisters?Ok that thought,scares the fuck out of me =.=.I dont know,I really don't.I still don't know myself well enough to say for sure.But I will say one thing before I go and sleep...

Yay Im happy again tonight to go to sleep.See,just go bitch!dont be afraid,grow some balls after them scrotum.Ok that things for sure and I know at least things are picking up abit now.Its not that bad now issit?XD

mirror mirror on the wall...

2010-03-08T03:34:00.002+08:00

Hello!Well sad to say ur 2nd choice cuz i didnt bring my diary with me to jie's hse ...so i'll just have to make do with u dearie....

Anyway,well,today isnt exactly about ranting.Its weird,I'm writing this as I study and its late again.I always sleep late damn =.=.But its funny that I'm studying,and yet I'm thinking.Well no its not those 'thinking to much situations'.I really,see things,a little bit clearer,day by day,about myself.Ironic that I see myself better like this rather than looking at myself in a mirror everyday.No I don't mean that kinda mirror.More like I need a,spiritual mirror?To tell me,what to do next,whats your issues,what to do about yourself.But yes,slowly,I see things better and better.Ok fine its slow,real slow,but I know its gonna take me somewhere.But where?when?how?I look around and things seem well...things around me move faster than my 'self realizing'.Will I be to old until I learn enough to know what to do?That bothers me,but I'm still young,relatively,well,I'm in my early 20s and time ain't stopping for you forever boy =.=.So when are you gonna learn enough to make a move?Man I can hear that Switchfoot song in my head now although I'm listening to Die mutha fucker Die in actual fact.But yea this things really make you feel about your inadequacies.But at the same time I'm excited.Excited about the future,what it holds for me,at the rate I'm going,I'm bound to reach somewhere sometime in my life.I cant wait for it.Ohhh the anticipation.Some people say the anticipation of things is better than the thing itself.I hope not,I hope the thing itself will be even better.Awesomeness=D.But yea,slowly,very slowly,I'm beginning to know and understand myself more and more.So ironic I'm having difficulty with myself,of all the people in the world.LOL!oh well,back to abit more notes and than sleep.CHEERS FOR THE FUTURE!=D

msn sux LOL

2010-03-03T00:51:00.003+08:00

HI agn dear dead blog!!=D=D

i'm just abt to sleep before an ass wipe class of 8am tommorrow and once again i really fucking hate programming,but just swallow it n shut up,I want to graduate.I just won't do this as my bread and butter,just you wait!

anyway thats not the point,its time for random emotional outburst again!!=D.No today wont be ranting,today is bright and sunny =D.And you know what?msn should really suck my cock one of these days?Real life is dao wei,no matter how lame it is what you say,no matter how stupid,the facial expressions,the body language,and most of all,those eyes says it all =D.Ok Im not good at reading body languages so I wont say much about it,its just,well,it feels,better?AHAHAHA..but anyway ya...random outburst today is yayy...happy again =D...feels good to be happy before you go to sleep =D.

NITE!!MUAHHH

p.s. I cant stop thinking about you,how I want to hold you and cuddle you again,my sweetie darling nephew JASON YONG CHERN YAO!!HAHAHHAHA kao fu thinks about you all the time sweetie pie <3<3<3<3

why =.=

2010-01-21T02:02:00.002+08:00

for the love of christ can sumwan tell me WHYY..wats wrong....always facing wrong directions...its NOT IN THE RIGHT DIRECTION AND I AM GETTING FUCKING SICK AND FED UP TO THE FUCKING CORE OF MY HUMAN BODY SYSTEM TAT I JUST WANNA SCREAM....u sometimes need a godamn mirror to deflect away wat comes to u tats unwanted..and some..detector thingy..to pick up wat IS wanted but isnt exactly facing ur direction..but is around...in reach...i suppose o.O?all my life..only once was it right..well sort of..for awhile..pathetic...and annoying at the same time..so...so..very fucking annoying....and sleepy....what the hell am i doing even staying up now..i shud just go to bed =.=

!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-01-08T23:33:00.002+08:00

ARGH shit dear dead blog agn...it was an impulse...wasnt tinking straight....shudnt have done it nooooooooo...i hate tat heart sinking feeling agn....dumb dumb dumb DUMBBBBBBBBBBBB.......i wonder what will happen next....or rather when....LOL!

=D

2010-01-05T17:19:00.001+08:00

Dear dead blog.....HIIIIIII HOW ARE YOUUUU?i always write here on you to rant and rave...but you know what?not today!!!

I'm actually...in a really good mood now and really really HAPPY!!!!!have you been happy before dead blog?well i am now....WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE =D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D

T.T

2009-12-12T00:19:00.002+08:00

hot and cold at the same time...makes u feel weird...u feel both sensation at the same time..every year its the same old thing...but the good and the bad at the same time...usually the good outweights the bad....YES!!GOOD GUYS ALWAYS WIN!..but being the weakling mortal i am unfortunately...i tend to always look at wats not good rather den appreciating whats good..so yea..tats one of my fucking problems lul....but seriously..it is very ironic how each year it really IS the same old old godamn scenario over and over again...Jesus zzzz =___= i need to break out of this cycle..no actualy this cycle is good already...i'm just a greedy perfectionist bastard that i want it to be perfect....and once again its ironic how i know exactly whats missing but yet o.o....cough....wtf am i even babbling about...i should be studying now and i'm rambling nonsense over here....its like putting a piece of carrot in front of the donkey...each time the donkey moves forward thinking its gonna get it..it doenst...it moves where it wants to be...where the carrot USED to be..but the carrot moved on...its like a never ending chase.....this whole thing is the correct sine wave...just always being in the wrong phase in its propogation..yea tats exactly what this is..amazing how i can come up with this spontaneous shit as i make it up as i go..but URGHHHH so frusfrating...i bet the cycle repeats next year with the new thing replacing the old only to end up having the same result....like perpecutaly changing a faulty part of your car...each time you fix it its the same godamn part that goes wrong and you have to keep replacing it...only to break down again sooner or late.r.but y am i complaining...i should be diabetic now with joy..which actualy i am...but like i said..like it or not i got a fucking problem and keep harping on whats not good rather than smiling at what IS good...no wait..i already did smile at whats good..alot...through out the day...so i guess once i'm done smiling...i look at the overall picture of things so I see the stuff i don't like as well..so yea...geez.....need to get the perfect cycle already godamnit ~~~~~~~~~

when all else fails,this doenst

2009-11-21T17:34:00.001+08:00

ahhh...feels much better now....never should i underestimate your power,so clear,so fine,so crisp,so straight forward and clear cut,never failing and never dissapointing in all endeavours,YOUS IS THE BEST AND THE BOMB AND THE BEST BOMB EVAAAA!!=D=D=D

wu ming

2009-11-17T03:13:00.002+08:00

Should a person be satisfied with their growth as a person up till a certain point?When and where should one draw the line?Sometimes,the more you grow,the more you learn about yourself,the more you see your own weaknesses,and thats an important step of growth.,knowing whats wrong and improving from there.But seeing all those weaknesses,heaps and heaps of it,where does one even start?Its such a huge mountain,doens't it make you feel you don't even want to begin and just leave it as it is?Seeing all this mess,hell,isn't that going to lead to even more insecurities??zzz =____=

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

2009-11-04T23:06:00.001+08:00

i know its been forever since i wrote anything here,but it doens't matter people won't check dead blogs anymore to see what i wrote,just need to rant...never thought stuff like this will be my comeback post....anyway here goes..

CIBAIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!!!!!!!!!!!!!FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID DUMB DUMB DUMB DUMB GO BANG HEAD ON WALL AND DIEEEEEEEEEE!!!!

ZZZZZZZZZZZZ=____________________________________________=

wat an imba o.o

2008-12-31T18:23:00.002+08:00

This post,just like my 2nd post just before i turned 20,is yet another post of desperation.
I'm WAY to busy to blog or write about my life for now because finals is around the corner,so I'll just end this post AND this year for the sake of writing something just before 2008 ends.Here goes *deep breath*

'wat an imba o.o'

Kit Leong Wears Prada,and he 'played' with a guys feelings today...gay bastard =p

2008-12-11T03:33:00.007+08:00

1st of all,wow,here I am,I turned 20 already,but I sure as hell don't feel 20.There is still a kid inside of me,AND outside of me,its inside out.Shit!=D I need to ditch the outer kid soon,the inner kid can stay just a tad longer.Anyway,my 1st post was one and a half weeks ago,lots of things have happened in one week.This post is a direct continuation of the 1st post,the 'in between' post was just for some gay nostalgia of my finals hours of teenhood.lul.I'll try to write as much as I can remember within the past one week plus.

Day 1 of piercing(30th November 2008,Sunday)
I cam home and wrote my blog,Adelyn helped me set the skin and decided on the cool name that I decided to adopt and never change.Its stupid in a funny way,and I like it =D.Bathing was a chore.I'm already a whore in the shower cuz i take so long,but bathing without getting my left ear wet,I had to take even longer =.=.My dad being the blur case,didn't notice my piercing.

Day 2 of piercing(1st December 2008,Monday)

My mum came back from Hong Kong on this day.When she came to pick me up,she already noticed something shiny on my left ear.When I entered the car,she said,"Oh My God,what have you been doing my son?I have 3 normal kids"(btw my mum has 4 kids in total including me,meaning she's saying i'm the abnormal one xD).Ooookay...guessed she didnt like the idea of my piercing initialy,though she didnt ask me to take it off.I set aahhh relak la mother,come faster go home I wanna see the Billabong stash that she bought for me from Hong Kong,she bullshit me and said she lost it on the way back to Malaysia.I said to her I know she's crapping cuz if she did she will be very upset and call me to tell me what happened(btw that REALLY did happen,she lost a bag of stuff before going to Hong Kong,but nothing belonged to me inside and she DID call me to tell me she's upset,but nvm,my stash is still safe)NYAHAHAHA I bet all you reading this think I'm a self centered fucker XDXD.Well thing is,I kinda am one...sometimes...HAHAHAHAH.Anyway she showed me the Billabong bag she bought,I like it,cost 300 hong kong dollars lol,but the shirt,was a chequered designed Billabong shirt =.=.I don't really like chequered designs generally and I was quite =___=.My mum said,eh nice la,you try and see,it cost 100 ringgit k.TRY IT!zzzz I tried it,went upstairs and on-ned the webcam for a few peple to see it and comment.(adelyn,ruth,evonne and stephanie were the ones who saw it 1st)they didnt think it was TAT bad.My mum even called my psychiatrist-to-be sister to talk to me about my piercing cuz my mum was like WTH=.= about it at 1st.My sister was alot more indifferent about it,oh yea go girl,thats the way,keep mum's sanity,perfect time for you to get involved =p.Oh well,mum bought back lotsa other shit,PRADA JEANS among them!I tried it on for the next day XD

Day 3 of piercing(2nd December 2008,Tuesday)

The moment the fags in class saw me,they said they noticed something different about my cut of jeans.When they saw it,they gave me a nick in class now,not the devil wears Prada,but 'kit leong wears prada'......wth..zzz =____________=.

Day 4 of piercing(3rd December 2008,Wednesday)

I tried wearing the chequered shirt for today.Adelyn thought it was quite ok looking when she came over to pass me Twilight.Tsu Yin wanted to read it,so I was to pass the book to Brian 1st.My mum was saying,see!She also said not bad,ok la mother you win LOL!guess its not too bad.She had to walk around Hong Kong sial to look for it cuz there were only 2 outlets in Hong Kong.Hm...funny,there was another freebie for the day.A new HP desktop.Whoa,best free piece o' shit I ever gotten in my life,cool =D.Mum also was showing Ade her other girly stuff she got from Hong Kong.Girls...zzzz...LOL!

Day 5 of piercing(4th December 2008,Thursday)

Funny,its been days since I pierced but dad hasnt said a word.Blur guy didnt notice yet.My mum said he would mind cuz he used to laugh at men who do it cuz their fags,now his own son has it,eh last time its fag,now its cool kayz?LOL!

Day 6 of piercing(5th December 2008,Friday)

Kelvyn Yeang cancelled my guitar class for today,guess he's busy with the jazz festival,damn.I ended up going to college for the Digital System assignment,and played CB big time(Captain Ball la LOL)1st time ever Mr Khor joined us.Me and Brian were looking at each other cuz of someone we noticed.We just laughed and snickered,we dont wanna say to much,its impolite,right fag?=D hahahaha!!

Day 7 of piercing(6th December 2008,Saturday)

My sister and brother in law came up to Penang today to watch the 1st day of the jazz festival.I and Victor(my bro in law) had some guy talk and showing of each others guitar.My sister was like 'sidetracked' for awhile and i think she got a lil pissed cuz we all boys werent paying attention to her.HAHAHAHAHA.Victor thinks wow..I can play scales faster than even him,and I just recently picked up guitar,and mines an IBANEZ guitar,dont mess with my guitar baybeh!lol.

Day 8 of piercing(7th December 2008,Sunday)

Aha,today was a very interesting day.It started with a dream.I dreamt I screwed up my EM resit,and some other 'current issue' thingy thats abit bothering me though I can't remember what.We went to church,after that we went to Queensbay to eat TGIF,my family's early treat for my birthday=D.My dad finally noticed my piercing and asked when did i do it,i said last week =.=.He was asking me,eh sterelized or not?safe or not?what if those ppl pierced got HIV+?Haih,my dad,well he means well,but,people dont pierce their ears,take out their stud,and put it back on display to be sold again,so no HIV+ la zz =___=.When we walked in TGIF,I saw Hong Kiat(ex pfs mate) working in there.It took me awhile to recall his name,he said 'AHHH I'm embarassed to see you'(probably cuz he knows I'm studying something and he isnt,thats why he has to work,kinda thing).I thought to myself,dude,I didn't even say anything yet,you so fast say things like that =.=.Anyway i ordered steak and LONG ISLAND TEA!!!wo hohoho I havent tasted alchohol in a long time.It still taste like shit to me,nothing to crow about.Honestly the only reason I ever drank alchohol,is cuz i love getting high,wheter cuz i'm so upset i need to get high,or I AM high n happy,and I wanna get even more high,thats it =.=.Alchohol still taste like cock to me(not that I ever tasted cock before,just,a statement thats all =p).I even met SIVA THERE!omg its been years since I last saw him.My parents thinks he looks 10 years older than me,cuz he's huge.Oh well whatever,it was nice seeing him n catching up,especialy when he has to SERVE ME MY FOOD!HAHAHAHA OMG WTH AHAHAHAH.My mum thinks places like TGIF can fucking get on her nerves,she just wants to enjoy her food,but we're constantly harrased by the waiters asking 'sir is your food fine?'my mum hates being bothered,and was THIS CLOSE to screwing up the waiter _l_.LOL!Anyway afta the food and a little ragging about humiliating myself at TGIF to stand on the chair and talk shit cuz its suppose to b TGIF's birthday treat for me,we left.We went to pick up my NEW PHONE!!!My mum suggested I split the credit card points and get a crappier model so my sis can get one too.I was thinking to myself....wtf you said that to me the last time so my brother could get it 1st,than now postpone again?wtf!!somehow ended up I got the new phone,my sis took my old phone cuz she just wants to dial out anyway,dont need any fancy functions.Man I can act quite childish and quite a bitch sometimes cuz I want things my way.zzz =__= NEVER MIND I GOT WAT I WANTED!!TEE HEE HEE!=P(ruths damn gay line here).But we had to wait half and hour before we could get the phone,so we headed to the Billabong outlet to kill some time.Shit they had 70% discounts there,I grabbed some shirts n tried it on,ended up buying to shirts....NYAHAHAHHAA.But the pants,its nice,but having no side pockets pisses the hell out of me cuz I'm damn anal about keeping things in my sidepockets,so I didnt end up buying the shorts.Damn the black shirt goes well with the Prada jeans.Adelyn warns me to be carefull abit cuz she can see I'm becoming abit of a materialistic fucker of late XD.Afta the shopping,we got our tickets to watch the jazz festival at Bayview Beach Hotel.Damn was the music good,it really opened my eyes to jazz...fusion music...lots of stuff!!!so i'm not 'just a metal head listening to only metal'.There were a couple of babes around being the beach area,and I was bored.Before the show started,I camwhored a little and 'took pics of the scenery' to kill some time =D,naughty me,HAHAHAHA!!I like the congas and percussion sets,and there was this CRAZY INSANE accoustic guitarist that really made me go WOW.We had to sit on the mat,on the grass.Listening to all those music,gazing up into the dark dark starry night sky,was quite nice and a romantic atmosphere.My sister and Victor were cuddling up,I just wathced and went awww...HAHAHHA.After my sifus performance,I saw he went and sit with the group of babes in front of me,WOW,respect sifu XD...LOL!!When I came home I was telling Ruth about the event,and pulled a gag on her.She taught the girl I went to the festival was my 'something',cuz I told her we loved each other though she was taken,married,and older than me,and that my mum loves her alot,and she stayed over my place.Ruth was like going OMG WTF WATS GOING ON!!we even had a baskin robbins bet that if I lied,I owe her ice cream,and if I was telling the truth,she owes ME baskin.Turns out I didnt lie,that girl was my sister,I just never mentioined that yet n twisted it in such an interesting way.Ruth was like yeeeerr I hate you!!!!ahahahahha kena tipu wu hahhahha...anyway I said she didnt have to chia me ice cream though technically I won the bet.HAHAH...I LOVE ICE CREAM!!!(no nestle or local shit please,baskins n haagen daaz it is)

Day 9 of piercing(8th December 2008,Monday)

Public holiday,sial.That the only thing your 'kind' is good for to me,screw you all.zzzzz =__=.Anyway good the the holiday,imba studying donw for today.

Day 10 of piercing(9th December 2008,Tuesday)

Went to class for imba tips from Shai Shai.His arent tips,his are...like...fuck la settle d LOL!!!Areca called to change my class,I'm a tad pissed about why my lessons status are quite unstable,and that dumbo whoever it is misunderstood me and thought I was coming for THIS TUEDAY,when i clearly said NEXT Tuesday.Fortunately I called again to explain things clearer,if not Kelvyn will come for class thinking I will come when I'm not cuz i got a test to study for that day,he will get pissed at me,and I will fuck up the admin for causing more problems between me and Kelvyn already =__=.Good thing for my sense of foresight,biatch admin =__=.Test went well,Brian asked Shai to start the test earlier,when I came in everyone said I was late though actualy they started early and said wei kit u got less time to do the test,I just retorted,dude,suck my cock=.= HHAHAHAHAHAH nuff said indeed,anyway relak la,shai only,he bagi me muka give me some extra time,all is well and no hard feelings anyway,I just love to tembak people back at times like this and just say,dude,shut up,suck my cock,cuz its damn funny!!!AHAHAH,I dont expect them to really do it though,I'll kill anyone who tries to =_=.Leave my 'little brother' alone,HAHAHAHA!!

Day 11 of piercing(10th December 2008,Wedneday)

Huh,FINALLY I'm here talking about something that happened for today,damn what a long story to type to get here.Anyway,after a good nights rest after a good night's test,all was set and planned the night before.Kelly,Adelyn and me had made plans the night before about today,after my classes,we're going Batu Ferringi!!!After classes I came home for a quick shower,my dad fetched me to Marina Bay where Adelyn and Kelly were waiting.We grabbed some road side burgers and ate as we walked along batu feringi to shop!Man I love shopping of late LOL!There were many funny incidences of the night,lets see if I can write about them all haha.Adelyn took my arm and wrote the words 'Hi I'm Gay XD'.There was this indian dude who noticed it,and he was wearing the same white polo shirt I have at home,he made a funny remark about my arm,I thought he was just joking,so we laughed.After awhile I noticed that faggot giving me weird looks and giving me some,weird,eye movements?Shit!!wtf,I think that SOB is a REAL gay,and he thinks I'm one too,thanks to Adelyn =__= he signalled to me...ask me to come to him.I think he is one of the people selling wares there cuz he was standing near one of them stalls.Either he wants me to buy something,rape me,or both.Either way,I'm not interested,gays freak the fuck out of me,I'm very homophobic =.=.STOP LOOKING AT ME LIKE THAT!!The last son of a bitch that gave me(and Jebat and Duncan and my other guys friends at mpyo) that kind of look creeps the shit out of me,dont fucking give another guy looks like that ass hole,I dont want your wares,I dont want your STD and I dont want your AIDS.AIDS can be a good thing.Its a 'gay killer'.It naturally gets rids of homos in this world by killing them.Serves them right for being gay.To all those people who have it due to other reasons(blood transfusion etc)you have my pity.I dont condamn you,only gays =p.Ok about the part that I 'played' with another guys feelings...AHAHHAHA...cuz I didnt intend on buying the sunglasses,I just saja wanna try,and I gave him hope that I was gonna buy it.The look in his eyes,the look in ALL of the people's eye's there selling their wares.It all had one thing in common.Their all so eager to please the customers almost to the point of begging them to buy something.I feel so sorry for some of them.Ok I really did want to buy something,like those Billabong pants though its ciplak but I didnt.I cant afford to spend so much and I havent paid my guitar fees yet,I need to set aside money.If I had more money,I can help some of this poor fellas out and buy something,their trying to make ends meet,and what do I do on the eve of my birthday?rather than being generous,I fool around these sellers for fun and make them think I wanna buy when I'm not..ON PURPOSE!!shit I really am a fucker sometimes zzz =__= I felt soooo bad...damnit!!ok at least I have a conscience...I played only one dude there,the shades dude,I didnt wanna do it again,I cant stand to look into those hopefull eyes like I'm gonna buy something,when I'm not...zzz =_____________= fuck you kit leong..seriously..fuck you =.=

Oh here's another one.Ok this time Adelyn was the villain while me and Kelly were laughing like mad.Adelyn said to the malay assistant that she wanted the..I cant remember what thingy to be cheaper,but when the chinese taukeh lady came out,she said to her she wanted a different colour,nothing to do with the price,then the taukeh told of her malay assistant that she blur and not following what the customer wanted instead,girl,you rock!!that was DAMN FUNNY!!AHAHHAAHHA kelly and me were laughing and laughing and laughing at that incident.

Ok another funny incident,there really isnt anything to queer for us people at mpyo,we've raided a mosque before in the wee hours of the morning for fun,and we even got kicked out by the muslims inside there cuz they wanted to pray."please respect this place la...bla bla bla..can your pls leave bla bla bla" OMG damn funny ahahha....that was 1 year plus ago.This time we went hijacking some needles.I thought Kelly wanted to study ninjitsu or something with them needles HAHAHA,but she just wanted to sew some stuff,so we went into lone pine hotel to get some needles.When the receptionist asked whose room is this for?Kelly lied(ok this time Kelly the villain,OMG ALL of us did some shit one way or the other tonite).She said,oh my FRIEND is a guest here(bullshit alert btw).Then the receptionist wasnt stupid and asked us what room?Kelly turned at me n asked eh our friend which room,I tried not to laugh and said I also dont know,but I guess malays sure will layan ah moi when we ask for something....AHAHAHA!!!GO KELLY!!!!she got her needles anyway,and we faster cabut from lone pine hotel,hijacked needles...siol.

Ok I think this is the last funny incident.Shopping for cloathes at this stall filled with all sorts of kuai lan messages on the shirts.We laughed so much looking at them.I bought a shirt there that I'll show my friends soon after its washed lul.One of the funniest was the shirt tat said "dont fuck with me,i fuck back"LOL!!!I might buy that shirt next time when i dont have parents around to lecture me one what kind of shit do i put on myself that I call 'clothing',LOL!

When I got back home,I got a call saying that its from KL and i need to go for a paternity test,the clinic has my details?I was like what the fuck?It was an ang moh accent so it did sound kinda convincing,but hei i'm damn easy to spoof.Turned out to be a prank call from mpyo people and they sang and wish happy birthday to me...awww!!!!JEBAT!!!AHAHAHAHHA spoke to jebat!!!LOL shit damn gay.....and spoke to duncan,eben,nami...and a few others but it was to noisy I couldnt here the background....awww...so sweet all of u XD.I spent my last years birthday with mpyo people as well,this year Kelly and Adelyn were the only 2 from that party that was still with me tonight,aha=D.Je Sen also msged me to wish me n wish I can one day become like Shawn Lane,aha=D.And here I am now,after coming back,eating supper,shower,and writing this post.ahhahahah =D

P.S:This post lags pics cuz I havent received them yet and havent transfered pics from my phone to here.Will upload them soon.I'm sure i left out some details here and there about wats been happening,will update it when I think of it.Finally,THANK YOU ALL FOR YOUR WISHES!!I SO HOI SAM NOW XD,when I'm more free I'll reply back all those nice happy birthday messages,I'm so tired after writing this long post =.=.Finally,the last thing I wanted to say,this is so dejavu from last year.After clearing a resit,and getting my life back on track,its the exact same situation I was in last year.But I think i handling this better this time,aha =D,once again I say the same thing I said last year,sometimes you dont need a bf/gf to keep you happy at times like this,just friends will do...and...just let go...once again...it makes things simpler and easier to deal with...ALOT easier to deal with,and yea..nothing new about that for me...haha....BACK TO BEING CAREFREE AGAIN!!!YEEE HAHHA!!!I'M BACK!!!BACK IN THE SADDLE AGAIN!!(AEROSMITH SONG BTW LOLOLOLOL XD) .Oh and btw,this is the theme song I'm listening to,for the 1st thing I do as a 20 year old(which is writing my blog).Its Hinder's new album song "without you"...HAHA I never realised how fitting it REALLY IS,without you indeed,my new theme song HAHA

"Without you, I live it up a little more everyday,
Without you, I’m seein myself so differently,
I didn’t wanna believe it then,
But it all worked out in the end,
When I watched you walk away, Well I never thought id sayI’m fine,
Without you"

sekian terima kasih,
yang benar,
YET MENG!CHANG NYUR!HAHAHAHHA XDXD

last hours of being a teen

2008-12-11T03:05:00.002+08:00

I'm writing this blog in desperation to finish it quick,the race against time.I wanted to write a blog entry while I'm still a teen.Many people may not know this,though they wished me at 12am today =p;I'm still not 20 yet,I'm still 19,at least up till 3.33am today,which is in about 20 minutes from now.Thats the exact time i was born 20 years ago.Damnit I always find it so hard to find time to write.Honestly,I have HELL alot to write every single day either on my blog or in my diary,I have lots of inspiration to write being the 'crazy nut' I am.Everything around me inspires me to write something,ANYTHING,even if its nonsensical shit,NYAH HAHAHAHAHA.The next time i write an entry,I'm already 20.Good bye teenhood.So ends my life as a teenager,my teens were never that memorable and nothing really great happened.To all who knows me personally,you sure as hell know what I'm talking about =p.I had a fantastic childhood and I really enjoyed it thinking back.My teenage life didn't suck.It was just,well,no 'kick'.Guess I'll have to make it up for in my adult years.Many more years await me(provided I don't die from cancer prematurely or get run over by a bus or something).So yea,I'll see to it my adult life is a blast,and whenever I feel it isnt,I'll always look back at this blog entry to remind myself of the promise I made to myself.LOL!Age 13-19,bye bye forever,I'll still miss 'you' forever,though 'you' were never that great,'you' will always be a part of me,or at least WERE a part of me.LOL!fuck la i damn cheong hei about this,good bye already.geez.HAHA =D

Official 1st post ever XD

2008-12-01T00:40:00.000+08:00

Blogging is something I always wanted to start of at some point of my life,and I did,on Friendster XD.But those blogs are actualy not serious and meant more as a joke.If anyone reading this had already read what kind of shit I write on my Friendster blogs,you'll know exactly what I mean XD.So yea,this is my 1st attempt at starting blogging seriously,anyway cut the crap and get on with today's story =D.

I GOT MY EARS PIERCED TODAY!!!!!Man i never thought I would do it today,or even ever,it was such a spur of the moment thing.My ear stings a tad now,and it feels kinda weird in a cool way that I actualy did it.Hm....2 things i finaly got to do in one day,pierced my ear,AND start a blog.HAHA!Best topic to talk about for a 1st post.

Today I went Gurney with Adelyn to watch Bolt,I don't have prejudices against animated movies anymore ever since Madagascar 2.I enjoyed Madagascar 2 AND Bolt,I checked the reviews and it was good,damn I agree with them,the animals in Bolt are so cute and funny.That sounded damn gay though but its true =D.Hello people!!It's me your king...KING JULIAN!!!AHAHAHA...cute lemur XD(Madagascar dude btw).Anyway we just shopped around alot and got 'educated' on all this fashion stuff so that I'm not such a noob,damn I regreted being antisocial back in high school and playing lotsa video games instead when people my age were hanging out more.LOL!Anyway better late than never,to all those who know me personally,you sure as hell know what I mean,nuff said XD.Afta Bolt,me and Ade had dinner with Ivan and Devilish Jia,another even more unexpected imba for today,I gonna interogate that fag tomorrow during class.HAHA!

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