Written on 12/25/2010 01:59:00 AM by Kit Leong
Dear Lord;
You really never cease to keep me amused with all sorts of irony in my life,and what a coincedence that its Christmas Day too,that will make this date VERY easy to remember =D.Is this yet another Christmas surprise You have in store for me?Well of course I try my best,and leave to You,the rest.But its things like these I think the order is reversed,You create opportunities for me,and the rest is up to me.
Well,I have learnt how to cherish EVERY single opportunity like these and try my best to make the best out of it,but seriously,I didn't think You had something else ready for me to be on the go THAT soon,I usually need more time to cope with it,but hei,looks like Wolverine's healing factor just kicked in.
Bring it on!!I'm ready for it,I can juggle BOTH of it at the same time,I'm not that incompetant of a student 3 years ago that I couldnt even handle ONE of these things at a time.Time to go for goal with them,ahem,double whammies =D
But really,I'm smilling now,alot,deja vu's like these are simply the best,like this..
XDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXD
Written on 12/17/2010 12:25:00 AM by Kit Leong
writings above my bed,writings above my bed;
a year goes by,i still keep it,with all but one,nought but said;
a year goes by,i get older;
a year goes by,i thank god,for once i'm becoming bolder =D
All projects are definitely looking up in more aspects than one,divide and conquer is the way,division is done,now to move on to the next phase of conquering the integration of the division.
For God once divided the world,and it was called Peleg.
Now I will combine it all to yield my magnum opus,and if all goes well,I might even call it,my magnum opera instead :D
Those who dwell in the past dwell in a fate worst than death,for even the dead move on,to the afterlife that is.
Onward to the infinite possibilities that lie ahead :D
Written on 12/05/2010 10:00:00 PM by Kit Leong
Dear dead blog,
It seems today is another day I realize yet again,something else.I seem to realize similarly themed things like this of late,and thats a good thing,it shows progress in all aspects as an adult =D
Looks like the Rubicon I thought I crossed,was a doppelganger,a decoy,in short,as admiral akbar would say,ITS A TRAP!!
having said that,its still to soon to ascertain trap or not,but it definitely opens up my already big by asian standards,well...eyes XD...or is it that there are always many different roads to the same destination?
Im very inclined to believe in the latter,but it definitely is all a bunch of different roads,some of which I have no regrets about =D
but you gotta always be on the move,anyone that stands still in the open is bound to get shot in the head like in CS or something...
Written on 7/14/2010 12:05:00 AM by Kit Leong
dear dead blog...i just came to a startling conclusion today..something i'm totaly not surprised about it myself at all..not one bit...and one day....i'll look back at this day,this exact point of time,a now possible turning point in my life....and see if this turns out what i think this road will lead,we'll see....
Written on 6/16/2010 10:18:00 PM by Kit Leong
u have no idea how happy u make me...at the same time how foul my mood gets because of u....yet at the same time its not i'm foul because i hate u...i hope it will nvr come to that one day...cuz i'm tired of hate and self hate..its not good for health lol....
Written on 4/02/2010 12:15:00 AM by Kit Leong
ok dear blog i really feel neutral now..in a weird sort of way......neutral means not feeling happy nor sad..but now i feel neutral as in i just got fucked but yet things didnt turn out so bad..so yea its like uber hot n uber cold until now equilibrium..no actualy not equilibirum..i still feel happy...at least i had some balls 2day to do it......i said 2 js..ok fuck thurs no excuse..operasi gerak khas must take place n things one thing lead to another..though it wasnt the anser i was expecting but i realy am just cool with it =)...hei at least i'm not getting ignored n we just..talk la..i'm happy..even if its just..talking =)..i guess tat makes me a very...simple guy?is tat a good thing dear blog?but u noe.....i have to be strong..i have to not only carry my own burden(which isnt much)i have to be strong too....for other ppl..cuz i noe i can be their strength at times like dis..i'm no mother theresa..but i'll always keep one thing in mind...i'm a christian....so i'll let ppl see that theres something different abt me.not cuz i play the violin..its cuz i can be there for dem when dey nid me n expect nothing in return..time to show some ppl good old fashion love from Jesus =D
nites blog...i am happy....really...even if it didnt exactly score 2nite..but....yea....at least i did it..learn something from the past 2 years ago...have some balls n dont just go with any lamo bimbo =D
Written on 3/12/2010 12:25:00 AM by Kit Leong
Hi agn bitch!i dun have my diary,so you sa bitch all I got yo mother fucker XD
See today is 11th march of 2010..lame 1 year anniversary of something so godamn lame I dont even have the balls to speak of it here,only for my diary,sorry blog =O.Anyway,man,its fun how dates play out,so ironic.TEE HEE HEE.But ya really,if you want something,than do something don't fucking sit and mop around and fold your fucking arms.See things didn't turn out bad at all now did it?Just don't be a puss,take a deep breathe and PLUNGE*!!and feels good doenst it?but something else worries me more.Do I just like the fact of something new,mysterious and unfamiliar that it seems so intoxicating?what happens if I do become familiar with it?will it end up like the trinity sisters?Ok that thought,scares the fuck out of me =.=.I dont know,I really don't.I still don't know myself well enough to say for sure.But I will say one thing before I go and sleep...
Yay Im happy again tonight to go to sleep.See,just go bitch!dont be afraid,grow some balls after them scrotum.Ok that things for sure and I know at least things are picking up abit now.Its not that bad now issit?XD
