Written on 12/13/2011 01:10:00 AM by Kit Leong
I would say that asides my convocation,this was one of my most important nights to me that I can remember.
Whats most important that as of now,Im starting to really believe and have confidence in myself. Yea I still got a long shot with lotsa OCD/health wars running in my head which obviously has to be addressed as well,but here comes the other fear:
One day,I will totally own this war I've been against for so long,it started before I even realized it,and it might end before I even notice it. And than what? This better not be a case of Spira's citizen's losing their purpose in life after Sin is gone,so much for the Eternal Calm =__=
Maybe by than,I would have new challenges,challenges I had always been dreaming of,not the fucked up ones Im facing now,but maybe during that time it will all make sense that its just to toughen up them chicken breast to rock solid shit-ly baked cakes that u can build a house with XD.The big bad wolf will huff and a puff,and the house wont collapse XDXD
For God said that He hath a plan for you,not to forsake you but to prosper you. That will always be my all time favourite verse. Yes I nvr imagined myself growing up, I always thought I would die young, and that freaked me out.Im not scared of death itself, but Im afraid of not accomplishing all the things I wanted to do in life.
But today,I just realized Im a step closer to it accomplishing among those things I want all thanks to you.Maybe you're just another hill,or even a mountain I have to climb to get to the valley.Or maybe you are the mountain I need to reach the top and build my house up there. No the theme song isnt Truly Madly Deeply where I literally want to stand on a mountain with you,its just...
I cant help but think how utterly awesome I'm getting of late,so dont let lil OCD things get in the way of urself feeling pretty fucking smug abt urself XD
Oh the victory theme of the night is actually Crowd Chant by Joe Satriani :D